Saturday, September 01, 2007

akU daN diA

Aku sadar, begitu besar perbedaan antara kami. Ibarat langit dan bumi. Bukan dalam hal prinsip saja, sifat kami pun banyak bedanya. Namun setelah bergaul dengan banyak teman, berkenalan dengan banyak kawan, aku sadari akhirnya, jika dialah sahabatku.

Bolehlah dia berbeda denganku. Bolehlah prinsip kami tidak akan ketemu. Namun aku temukan sesuatu dalam dirinya. Sesuatu itu yang tidak aku temukan pada teman²ku yang lain. Seacuh-acuhnya dirinya, dia selalu punya waktu dan ruang untukku. Dibalik gayanya yang acuh, sesungguhnya dia sangat penyayang dan perhatian.

Dia laksana padang bagiku. Ketika dadaku sesak, ketika tiada yang bersahabat, aku pasti datang menemuinya. Dan kepadanya aku letakkan semua bebanku. Kubiarkan air mataku mengalir di depannya. Tiada lagi rasa malu, bahkan aku jujur sekali kepadanya. Tentang haru biru hatiku, dia tahu. Tentang hitam putih sifatku diapun tahu.

Dia siap mendengarkan aku. Dia penuhi permintaanku. Dia menempatkan dirinya dengan baik sebagai sahabatku. Karenanya... karena itu semua

Aku tidak rela jika ada yang menyakitinya. Aku berdoa semoga dia mendapatkan yang terbaik.


Anonymous said...

BARGAIN DAY AT TUTT HOUSE By George Randolph Chester (1869- ) [From McClure's Magazine, June, 1905; copyright, 1905, by the S.. Hannah, you don't mean it? Yes, sir, I do.. He marched on as though the conversation was at an end; but Ross hung upon his flank.. His black, round-featured face took on deep wrinkles of perplexity. I shall certainly never be one of those Spanish knights, said Edward.. Eventually he recognized them more readily than I. We must bear in mind the expediency elsewhere universally demonstrated, and ask ourselves why the dream or the unconscious wish has the power to disturb sleep, i.. Hence the continuation of the above dream thought (if I had only asked him) would be: He would have deceived me just as he does his customers.. There, with all the sudden glory of crystallization, the vague idea took definite form and became the great inspiration of Stuhk's career.. Under the laughing, glancing surface, how little they are suspected! Perhaps love is nothing else than the sight of them by one person.. Evelyn now, for the first time, saw the real humor of the situation.. The analysis also introduced the reminiscence of a naughty janitor's boy, who used to play with us children on the meadow in front of the house; I would add that his name was Philip.. I do not believe in the enterprise.. He swallowed the drink as unconcernedly as though his morning tod had never been suspended, and pocketed the change.. It was generally at church-time--or prayer-meeting.. In the world's great football match, the ball by chance found him loitering on the outside of the field; he closed with it, camped it, charged, it home--yes, right through the other side--not disturbed, not frightened by his own success--and breathless found himself a great man--as the Great Delta rang applause.. She followed them into the dining-room to kiss and feed him, with an absent Howdy, Abner; how's your mother? Abner, big with the importance of their mutual intention, inclined his head stiffly and looked toward Ross for explanation.. This was on the day of the dream; and the concert was to take place on the day on which she told me the dream.. I work on steadily on my Traces of Sandemanianism in the Sixth and Seventh Centuries , which I hope to persuade Phillips, Sampson & Co.. that he was attacked at night by a suspicious-looking individual...

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I cannot pretend to recount all that he told me, but I gleaned from what he said that he was a genius who presided over the contretemps of mankind, and whose business it was to bring about the odd accidents which are continually astonishing the skeptic.. The dreamer inquired about the details of this unusual occurrence, and learned that the servant-girl went with her lover to the home of her parents, where there was no opportunity for sexual relations, and that the excited man performed the act on the stairs. The determination not derived from the Unc.. The two gurgled out some sounds which were intended for words and doged behind the bedroom door.. Remarks on the Inmates being mustered , etc.. What yer mean? Hey! hole on! ole woman!--you! Hannah!--you.. Come now, Benny--say 'your thoughts are turned on peace.. The jury would find nothing of that here, There were no love-letters with the epithets of endearment, nor those mystic crosses and ciphers which, he had been credibly informed, chastely hid the exchange of those mutual caresses known as kisses.. I mention this incident to illustrate the lack of conventionality and whimsical originality of the man, that stood out no less forcibly in his writings than in his daily life.. , the hysterical symptoms, evince one essential quality which I have so far failed to find in the dream.. But this hallucination, unless it were maintained to the point of exhaustion, proved incapable of bringing about a cessation of the desire and consequently of securing the pleasure connected with gratification.. With her, all was lost; without her, all was won, and the deacon's greatest ambition was to win.. Their strangeness quite disappears when we resolve not to place them on a level with the objects of perception as known to us when awake, but to remember that they represent the art of dream condensation by an exclusion of unnecessary detail.. Presently he rose, unchanged in look or demeanor.. Holley, one of the inspectors, settled the whole thing.. We may claim the same function for the overlying sensory organ of the Cons.. is like a screen between the system Unc.. We can get to the shore all right if you steer the horse straight.. I have received and accepted an offer of two hundred dollars per week by a New York stock company to play Colonel Calhoun in A Magnolia Flower.. Again the laughter arose everywhere--even the fair plaintiff herself sat convulsed behind her handkerchief...

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